Wednesday, January 11, 2012

A Sudden Change

School was just school to me didn’t really think nothing of it I went there and did my work didn’t get in trouble and didn’t really talk to anyone. Then mom put me in this big brother big sister program to try to get to talk and let things out so that helped a little. I started to feel a little better. Then one day my grandpa past away and we had to move to Carroll to help my grandma. Three days before we moved I was going to school at West Middle and I was in 3rd period when everyone got called to the gym. I was thinking to myself what now. As im setting in the stands I look over to the doors and see my mom, dad, lil sister and grandma walk in. My science teacher walked to the mike and the next thing I knew I was called down and aworded for most improved going from all D’s and F’s to A’s and B’s, I also got on the A,B anors and I was noticed for being most respectful. After that was done the teachers made me a cake and I took pictures with my class.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Being a a dad at such an early age is life changing. When I was first told that I was going to be a dad, the first thing I thought about was football cuz around that time I was focused on school and football. I going crazy wondering how I will continue to play football. The second thing I thought about was now I have to get a job and work and save money. All at the same time I am thinking wow my life is over, my days of being a teen is done for and I have to start growing fro the better and for my baby. As days past things start to get harder I try to find a job and cant seem to have any luck with it. The parents start getting on me about getting the baby food and cloths and i'm thinking the baby is not even here yet why is it getting so hard. But as a month goes by things start getting better, I start having more luck with finding a job and my parents are starting to back off.
  Being a dad is a big thing at a early age I just have to man up and be the best dad I can be.